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Thursday, April 10, 2008
Flower started to bloom at 10.52 am....
Haiz... kinda sad.... Yesterday I go back to Bt 11 Cheras, all my friends are change...... Poh Yi has a long hair already. Yesterday, they al walk around and around the school to find old friends....... But haiz..... I think all my friends did not fell excited when they see me. But the opposite, they are happy to see the others. Maybe I am started to be a invisible girl in their eyes.... I din have a real or a friend that always be my side like Poh Yi does in the past in Yu Hua school now...... Everybody have their own best friend. But me? Nothing...... I more enjoy in home....... At least I doesn't need to pretend that I am very happy or anything! Haiz.... Xin Rou also said, every time she pass by my class, she saw me with Chui Mun, Siok Yin, Yin Yee and Ying Jo. But She said they all are talking happily and I can't "get in" the topic they are talking about.... I am kinda sad when I heard that....... Because it is true...... So now I din walking toi Chui Mun's place and tried to join them anymore.... I prefer sit on my place and started to do my own homework..... Luckily Zhi Ying(My new friend) din find her friend.... hehe. She just sit at her own place talking to me... haha. But thanks to Chui Mun, because she always be with me during recess time. But I know she want to be with Siok Yin and the others..... Sometimes I saw play with them happily, but when I want to leave, she have to leave too...... I think I am disturbing them........ Haiz..... I am thinking when will my new best friend will appear?? Next year?? Or it will never appear?? Maybe I should think about it anymore....... Or I am not suitable to have a best friend........But I will think I am a fake person when I talk to Chui Mun and Ying Jo..(etc.), because I am not enjoying the chat, but I have to pretend like am I..... Haiz........ So..... in the simple way to say is: I have no friend....... :( Just From Jessie *_* My heartbeat stopped @ 10:51 AM |
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